The Virgo Who Started It All...

I think I have told you about this person, the one I dreamt about - The Crush.
Break it down into a short story...
We met on set of a film we both had roles in. Despite the 47 degree heat - I got hotter.
On paper - he seems perfect. dark hair big brown eyes, muscular, 29 and a Virgo. Great job. Big smile.
He was seeing someone, but soon left the person. We spent days, nights, weeks and months together. Told me of his love for me and "when i'm with you, it's like no one else exsists". He showed affection. I thought we were together.
One night I get a phone call from a friend who ran into The Crush out in the city .. and he said "Dash has the wrong idea". I was hurt, but didn't want to lose him as a friend (maybe he'd see how cool I was and want to date me for real).
I would try to tell him about what was going on in my life.. general stuff. He'd turn it into something about him. (it's okay, he just likes to talk.. and i didn't have much to say).
Then the iPhone came out - he began getting in touch with men through a certain hook up site. It got to the point where we couldn't have a conversation without him checking his phone. It got to the point, I couldn't be "just friends". I wanted more and he couldn't give it to me.
I avoided his calls, emails etc.. and one night I was reading and i get a knock at the door.. it's The Crush, asking "What's wrong? Why are you avoiding me?"
I said I wasn't, but my body langauge said otherwise. After a few more emails from him asking what was wrong... I didn't respond. His emails eventually slowed, then stopped all together.
Now we pass each other in the street and at first seeing him again hurt and had my heart racing. I thought I was over it, until I saw him with someone new... and I wondered if he was playing him too.
Short story shorter... he knew how I felt, though, I don't know that I felt used me and that he toyed with my emotions...Perhaps we were both naive.
I do wish him the best.... so I say farewell to The Crush
...but for how long?

-Dash xoxo