*Most of these events have happened over the last 10-15 years. I see patterns occuring, and dejavu. The dating scene in this city is quite small. So any similarities are coincidental. The people - male and female in this blog are no longer in my life.
I ran into The Crush tonight - was with his new partner. Was funny, I had to look twice, I barely recognized him. Is that a good thing?
Now I am sitting here at 5.50AM contemplating life. Where I am. Where I am going.. but I am distracted by The Flintstones. I really should know better than to start thinking when I am tired. I get emotional and really down. This blog will help air my thoughts.
Time to think of something positive. For instance, a little while ago, I participated in a charity fun run. It was an amazing day. I went to early to soak up the atmosphere... boy did I soak it up! I was extremely hyped and wet from the rain. It was my turn to run... and did I! I ran and ran. I didn't think I did that good a job. Thought I could've gone harder. Now, I obviously peaked in the right spot - I came First! The feeling of excitment and overwhelming joy was incredible. I hadn't felt that way in such a long time. Remembering this race, and coming first - really makes me feel good, and like I can do anything.
I can do anything. So can you.
Well Flintstones are over and it's 6AM I should get some shut eye.
Goodnight bloggers... happy reading & thank you for all of your support and emails! It really means alot to me.
_Dash xoxo
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