Dated a Maori (in Sydney) who didn't consider it dating. Fell in love, broke my heart. Nothing new. I wont go into much about him. He's another one who literally just stopped calling.
I took my Mum on a Cruise into the Pacific Ocean for a few nights to celebrate her birthday. That was wonderful. Unfortunately, that didn't get Maori off my mind. Departing the ship, I didn't want to leave. I wanted to stay and perform with the circus.
I focus solely on my new role at the gym, then I met The Scientist. Maori was still on my mind and I should not have said yes to coffee with this guy. He was younger, sweet & so intense. My brain kept saying stay away from him, but I felt compelled to to see him over and over. The second night we went to his mates birthday. Gets drunk, confesses love. I pretend I don't hear and he pretends he didn't say it. We catch up three or four more times & that's that.
I resigned from my job. I was then blessed to be signed to a new agency. Invited to the Arias and to walk the red carpet. That was a full on day. I was dressed by SABA and styled by a well known stylist. I met idols, and networked my drunk arse off.
There after I found myself wondering what to do. It'd been two weeks since I left my job and I had (at that stage) no intentions of getting another. I loved waking up, going to the gym, writing, coffee, lunches, wines. It was brilliant. Then I decided I'd like to travel. I went to visit family interstate a lot. Then came Christmas... THEN, before I knew it - I was leaving for New York baby!
THAT, was an adventure. I do believe I found my home away from Australia. I will fill you in about that trip in a separate blog.
Within a week of returning to this sunburnt country, I had donated most of my clothes and all house hold appliances - and all that was left, were three suitcases at the foot of my bed. I decided to move back to Adelaide for a little while. Get my shit together and get my arse back over to NEW YORK!
So, now here I am. In Adelaide. Working casual at a gym, writing, meeting guys and getting ready for the next stage. All the while enjoying these beautiful moments.