Apologies in advance for the utter disgrace of this blog. This editing, little to be desired. But they are my thoughts, my words... so really - I can say what I want - how I want.
I had some time before work yesterday, and wanted to read something. I found a book I had hidden called "Who Moved My Cheese?" by Dr Spencer Johnson. I should point out now, I have many books that I have not read yet - I believe that you will read it when you are meant to. When you are ready. This book, came at such a time when I needed to read it. It's about change, and how to manage it. I should also mention, a few days prior... I began a new job. Long story short, it was amazing and reading it once was enough. It is now in an Express Post bag someowhere in the air on it's my to my sister. My turn to pay it forward.
I went to work with a new found energy and enthusiasm.
Last night I opened a book I have had for quite some time. "Remaking the World" by Dr Frank N.D. Buchman. I had no idea what the book was about. I have never read it, let alone opened it. Upon opening the book, I was so overwhelmed by the stained pages, the smell, the smudged ink....the smudged ink? Upon reading the forward and a few random pages. I discovered that this is a first edition, printed in 1947. Containing speeches. I began reading a few, but was so taken with the musty of smell of the pages and the ink - all the words became a blur and I just found myself flicking through pages being taken in and my emotions flowing out. I am still not ready to read the book, and don't think I will be for a very long time. But the book has spoken to me. We are connected.
About two weeks ago, I picked up a book that has, in fact, altered my actions and thinking. "Don't Sweat the Small Stuff...and it's all small stuff" by Dr Richard Carlson. Holy cow! You need to read this book for yourself for you to understand. All I will say, is, I am calmer and more patient. Less judgmental and overall, so much happier not "sweating the small stuff". Really, will anyone care in a year if someone fucked up your coffee order? No. Don't sweat it. Telling someone "Muchly appreciated" really goes a long way. Telling someone what they mean to you, and why. Telling someone that you love them. Writing a heart felt letter. Letting go. I feel like my spirit is soaring. Jesus & Gravity. Jesus lifts you up... Gravity pulls you down. Balance.
Feeling good. Been to a few industry nights to meet other Artists. At first I was a little shocked at some of the attitudes. Then I realised, I am the new kid on the block. Not to worry about it and just be me. Charm their Christian Louboutin heels off! Week after week, things are happening. I have checked out a new studio and production team. I am very impressed and (just quietly) think I will sign with them. Meeting some amazing artists and very privledged to have met them.
Given my workout a shake up. Stopped weights and cardio. Taken up Yoga. No, not because of Hot Yoga Guy - well, maybe just a little. More about that another time.
Also feeling so much like a country boy. Since this new job started in the City. At the risk of sounding naive, my mind is being opened to so much. Rather than feel inadequate, I will relish in the fact that I have not been around the block like some of these City folk.
Anyhow. All n all. Feeling okay. And that is okay. I am going to have a cuppa, and a crumpet. Take notes, write down ideas - and tomorrow - nut out a song or two.
If any of my muso mates are reading this.. thank you for your constant inspiration and encouragment. I am blessed to have you in my life.
I have loads to update on.. all in time... maybe.
Siamo Uno
-Dash
xoxo
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