Luck of the Dash

This AMR was Phil, the Irish man - this was short lived - but still lived. We met online through a dating site, I felt a connection, so rather than speaking online for months (which I normally do) I met him after two days. Now Irish man, was not the sort of guy I normally go for. He has a shaved head, facial hair & a big belly!
We were sitting on my couch having a great conversation when he asked if he could give me a kiss, I said no, laughed and told him i was joking and gave him a kiss that lasted three hours.
We caught up each week, each time just kissing and talking - he told me he felt the connection instantly, really liked me and could see a future with me. That sounded great. I was starting to see it too.
Behind closed doors - I was going through a private hell. Hours were cut at work, bills pilling up and I had an impending eviction! Within 48 hours - I was out of my home, and shacked up and cramming into someones spare room.
I put off seeing him, I was getting depressed. He kept emailling me telling me how he felt. I told him what had happened. I was now depressed, embarrassed, ashamed and deleted all contact.
One month later, I was feeling good and was at work, and guess who walks in - Irish man... with his new partner. Saw me in your future huh? I was your world?
I understand I fucked up and dealt with things poorly. But, seriously - why do the guys I meet tell me these things, then a few weeks later end up with "the love of their life"... maybe I am a lucky charm - one date with Dash and you'll meet you true love.