Temptation of typing in an ex friend or crushs name into Google or to Facebook is very testing, but gets easier. The 'need' to know what they are up too, who they are seeing, or how romantic their beach holiday looks, fades. Soon you wont care. You'll have grown, seen that they weren't suitable for you, and never will be. You will wonder what you ever saw in them. You stand back and realize that they are quite ugly. It's amazing how being so horrid & selfish strips away any external beauty. You realize that the affection shown was to benefit them, and only kept you at arms length. That's okay though. Why? Beacuse you've learnt the signs of a player. You've had wine, after wine with friends. Cried a bucket of tears. You've read self help books [thanks Sam Brett]. You know to not chase them, but to let them 'chase' after you. If they want you, and are truly into you, they will Show you! Actions speak so much louder than words. Fucking old saying, but as true, as the sun rises. Most importantly, you respect yourself. Love yourself, who you are. You can take time with friends, and yourself - and not think about the person that caused you grief. You are a beautiful.. and worthy person who deserves love. Tell yourself "I am worthy". Believe it. I have faith in you.
-Dash xoxo
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