This Is Dash: Dash Enjoys the Little Things, & Stops Thinking......

This Is Dash: Dash Enjoys the Little Things, & Stops Thinking......: "I was told recently to sit back, relax, and enjoy the little things. Being the stubborn goat I am, I reluctantly agreed. Now, I am absolut..."

Dash Enjoys the Little Things, & Stops Thinking... (kind of)

I was told recently to sit back, relax, and enjoy the little things. Being the stubborn goat I am, I reluctantly agreed. Now, I am absolutly enjoying every single moment of it. The same person asked me to write a list of everything I want to do before I leave. Here I am at 6:37PM Wednesday - February 23. 2011 & I have done everything I have wanted. I will be leaving a very happy, fulfilled person. Enjoying the little things...

One thing I would like is for someone to hold me. Just each night until I fall alseep. Am I holding out for someone?

I must stop thinking about The Farmer.
Really. What do I know about him? What does he know about me?
Not a whole lot.
Will we get to know each other?
Hopefully. In reality, probably not.
Does it upset me?
A little.
What is the attraction to this bloke?
He's humble. Sweet. Funny. Hard. Strong. Emotional. Experienced. Vunerable.
Sure they are dot points, and qualities I could find in another man.
Surely they aren't unique to this Virgo Farmer with the sexy voice?

-Dash xoxo

Dash is a Plum

Blogging has been a release of some sort. I know not many people get the chance to read them. It's okay though. Just putting it out there is good for me, and sending all my positivuty into the Universe is good for others.

I have a few close friends, who at a time in my life (obviously when I needed it) where all so close and tight. Now, as the years have weathered on, so has their friendship. Not with me, but with each other. It is sad to see them not get along anymore. Life goes on, and I am lucky that they are still in my life - seperatly! I am incredibly blessed to know that they will always be there. No matter where life takes us. We'll be mates. And they know they own a piece of my heart.

Afew days ago, I had a very special person, pull a Tarot Card from the deck just for me.
It was a plum - Ripeness... I was confused, and pondered it for a day and then asked her what it meant. Mia told me - Ripeness is good.The plum is Ripe, Juicey, Bursting & just about to break free from the tree.
Which is Exactly what is happening. Leaving home - very very soon.

I'm evolving.

-Dash xoxo

Dash Dreams/Dash Does

Paper work is sorted - The ink hasn't even dried yet. Flights booked & 18 sleeps to go!
I wonder, what will be different? Sure I have been there before, and wished I lived there - now it's reality.
I wanted to record a CD - it's reality.
I wanted to be on TV and in movies - it's reality.
I wanted to model - it's reality.

Dreams come True
:-)
-Dash xoxo

Dash, the Player!?

While I was walking home at 3AM after meeting up with Mr Nice (for a wine). I had a mighty revelation. Maybe "I am the player".
The unintentional virgin player.

I admit there are times when I was younger - even I kept guys at arms length incase someone better came along. Pretty shitty thing to do.
I don't do that now, I am very upfront.

Surely I am not a player...
　
Am I?
　
-Dash xoxo

Dash Duplicates

Ever since I can remember, I have copied other peoples handwriting - very well. So well infact that the original author has questioned "did I write that?". I am talking about handwriting styles, not forgery. Now all these years have resulted in some pretty muddled looking peices of writing from me. I've taken styles from may, and made them into my own style. Sometimes I like writing in captial letters, others, running writing - all depends on how I am feeling.
Even my accent has copped a muddle! Depending on where I am, or who I am with it changes.
Maybe it comes from wanting to fit in for so long. Wanting to blend. So I have lived as a chameleon. Until now that is.
I want to stand out.
I want to be the brighest star.
I want to be rare.
I want people to notice me.
Sometimes I ask myself, "Who am I?", but really...
I know who I am.
I do stand out.
I am the brightest star.
I am rare & people do notice me.
I am Dash.
xoxo